Chickens and crossings ver 2.0

Im a pretty straightforward person... sometimes.

I was bloody serious for example, when I said that I am that chicken too chicken to cross the darned road.

Now, my life, which for some reason exists only in a dream plane, is in a crux. I really was deathly afraid of committing to someone. I think the thing that threw my friend into a loop was the fact that I havent even seen the person.

Okay, i do sound loopy. But hey, i figure thats part of my charm. Its one of the things I have decided to be and Im sticking to it.

But I digress. In my convulted world, my logic is perfect and seamless. Let me try and explain it to you. If you like a person even before you meet him/her, then just imagine what a wreck you'll be when you actually meet that person. Okay there is a chance that you'll fall out of it, but come on, realistically, if you are already psyched up about that person, unless they reveal something horrible like for example, they murdered someone or they voted for a certain actor in the last elections, the chances of you not liking that person would be slim.

Meeting that person is almost tantamount to committing to that person. Its sad i guess, but Im thinking, what if you fall for the person and that person doesnt? And really, a girl's options are limited in those scenarios. At least, not knowing what the person looks like gives you the liberty to be sarcastic and imagine all sorts of disgusting stuff that will make you like him less.

Relationships are often a hit and miss affair. I guess Im just too chicken to bet. Hopefully, I can get an insurance plan first.